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Posted Nov 1, 2015, 11:56 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2005
Location: New York Suburbs
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Escape From Brooklyn
Escape From Brooklyn
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It was 7:30 p.m. and I was struggling to get my 2-year-old and my 4-year-old into bed. Techno music pounded directly below their bedroom, rattling the floorboards. I bounded downstairs, and after a heated exchange with the neighbor, who refused to turn down the music, I returned to our apartment. I put on my best “It’s O.K.” smile and announced a slumber party on the pullout couch in the living room, where a rhythmic pulse could still be felt, but eventually be ignored by children overcome with sleep.
There are many reasons my wife, Doreen Bucher, and I ultimately decided to leave Brooklyn — lack of space, access to good schools, greenery for the children — but when I look back, this was the moment, even if I didn’t know it then, that made the move, perhaps, inevitable.
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In early 2013 there was a now-infamous article in The New York Times that referred to Hastings as “Hipsturbia,” about creative types moving there from Brooklyn. But the reality is Hastings, like every other suburb I’ve seen, is not hip. In some sense hipness is inextricably tied to urbanity and coolness with a certain aloofness. By contrast, the environment here simply seems friendlier. I chatted with our mayor at a party; the clerk at the mom-and-pop pharmacy smiles at me; my children lit up when we bumped into their babysitter in the stands at the high school football game. As a 41-year-old that’s cool to me.
But I recognize not everyone, including plenty of parents, wants that vibe. The city was a place I had called home in various neighborhoods and boroughs for nearly 20 years. Part of the lure was the anonymity it allows. And though New York no longer vibrates for me with the energy it did in my youth, it is still, of course, a dynamic place.
For some people, to be immersed in that is worth whatever sacrifices need to be made. And decamping to the suburbs without children, for some, can be a dubious move. Kathy Leo, a former colleague of my wife and now an executive at the Gilt Groupe, and Steven Schwartz, a media executive, for example, moved to Maplewood, N.J., from a Manhattan loft when Ms. Leo got a new job nearby.
“We knew we were going to have a family so we figured we might as well do it,” Ms. Leo told me. But feeling miserable and isolated, Mr. Schwartz said, they moved back to the city within two years.
As we house-hunted, my epiphany in Hastings wasn’t at the hipsturbian Mill, a tavern I frequent with an outstanding microbrew list and dangling Edison bulbs, but at Pizza Grill, a tasty yet generic slice joint you’ve seen in a thousand towns. Sitting at a table in the back, while my children fought over the oregano shaker and light FM crackled from an old speaker, I looked up and noticed through the winter-steamed windows a magnificent view of the Hudson River and the cliffs of the Palisades beyond. Gazing, I thought, how wonderful for witnessing such beauty to be so ordinary.
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I may have felt pushed from the city, but now, even if my old grievances could magically be resolved, I would have no interest in going back. Every morning I walk my son to school on the Old Croton Aqueduct, what’s now a wooded trail that winds its way through several towns. As we share quiet conversation, pick up stones and marvel at the changing leaves in the canopy above us, the pace and color of life takes on a sweetly elegiac quality. I’m at once instantly nostalgic for the moments as they roll past yet feel a sense of serene presence.
To be honest, the one adjustment that most worried me was my self-consciousness over how other people would view me — and how I would view myself — after the move. For so many years I identified myself as Someone Who Lives in the City. Was I the type of person who lived in the ’burbs? But what does that even mean, or does it even matter, anyway?
So much of who we are is wrapped up in external definitions, an objectified self, as Sartre wrote of it. While working on my last book, I traveled around the United States, Europe and Asia, and whenever I said I lived in Brooklyn everyone knew it as some mythically hip place, especially so for a writer.
Is who you are defined by where you live? As I left the city I feared the answer. Now, I hope it’s yes.
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Joined the bus on the 33rd seat
By the doo-doo room with the reek replete
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